Thursday, February 12, 2009

haiz.. nw very sad.. monday won kranji but lost to nan hua yesterday because of me..
i played first doubles yesterday wif yu zhong and for some reasons, i am nt in form yesterday.. my shots were either out, undernet or airball.. yesterday we won the first set confidently bt dunnoe why when we reached the second set, i suddenly became anxious.. that was when my shots became very lousy.. second set we lost to them.. and third set i didnt have the confidence anymore.. yesterday if i didnt have so much mistakes, we would have take down their double.. and we would have won.. yesterday jeremy won the first single.. the point was 1-0 then we lost so 1-1 then their second single was a strong one and we lost 1-2 then our second double trashed their second double.. the score was 2-2.. our third single lost and we lost to them.. 2-3 .. if i didnt have so much mistakes, we could have bring down their first double.. then the score would be 2-0 ad one more victory frm our second double, we would have won them... i am really very disappointed with myself!! if we haven lost to that double, out third single ying lian wont be so stressed already.. i really hate myself.. y must i be so lousy in the most crucial period??!! i really let the team down.. and also especially my coach.. he was telling us that all will depend on us already.. and i made so much mistakes.. haiz... hope i can get over it...

SpankyJewels posted at 8:03 PM